Last night started again... as always, tears... tears... tears... I called my mum, and at last, I started crying and told her please care about dad...
But after a while, there was something happened. I stop crying and started collecting my energy to send him far from oceans to my family. It made me a little calm!
I decided:
1. Keep praying for him with non stop. finally, it will be happened. It is impossible that the power of my positive feelings and desire miss in the universe! They will be concentrated in a place or a person. Why I can not be sure that maybe it is my family and stopping their pain?
2. What knowledge can I gain from leaving them? Is it a message to me that I am here in order to focus on my soul and spirituality far more than before? I am here to work on my soul and empower it...