Unforgiveable Moments

I just saw this journal...
I can't explain what it did to me. Just bursting into my tears and go on and go on again.
Why I didn't do it to my father?
His father was so resembled to mine when admire his son and when he became excited of hearing his son's stories of success, I heard my father's laugh...

It was incredible and my feelings are not explainable...
Just I appreciate Phillip Teledano and envy him why I DID NOT THE SAME FOR MY FATHER?
Can some day I forgive myself to not be around him in the last moments?

My first Experience in Tutorials

My first tutorial sessions went on well much more than my own expectation. They are three sessions continuously and I have no time to breath among them!
In the first session, I sat behind the table, in the second session I walked in the class and in the third session, I sat on the table! So comfortable and leading the discussions in my desirable direction.

Deborah invited me to her solo painting exhibition today, unfortunately I couldn't make it.

Socialized Lesbian

I met a lesbian in the age of around 60 who is doing her PhD in Economics. When we were discussing about homosexuality, she disagreed that it is an innate and a natural tendency. She defined herself as a "socialized lesbian"! She is a lesbian just because she always works and communicates with women!
She said in the period of her life when she needed a partner, if she encountered a reliable wonderful man, she might be partner with him! "But there was no man to attract me but many women in my work place and social activities." She said. So, she became a lesbian in a surprisingly simple way!

P.S. In gender theories, it is described that homosexuality is an innate and a natural tendency in people! She was a counter example of this accepted theory and confirmed that whole the process has been totally social.