Talk

I won't lose my current satisfaction and serenity in my life. It is about four months we are living in 40m suite whole days and nights with each other, but nothing is finished. I always say to him if we are put in a cell, we can talk for 1000 years and we still have more common topics for continue!
Most people are wandering to the world to reach to this point. We are there! Nothing more!

I haven't made a certain personality for myself and it is not good. I mean that in social activities, although I have worked different places and carried various responsibilities, I don't' know what is my constructed occupational personality. Am I a journalist? Am I a teacher? Am I an editor? What really? I think I never invest profoundly on none of them and it has been my fault! Here, I confess that it has been my FAULT in my life. I never try all my best and always after a while get everything up and start a new career... It is not satisfactory and I am aware of this disaster.
I should start again. I should start to create a new personality for myself in this regard.

Whenever I start cooking, all my disgusting feelings disappear simply!